The Five Deep Wounds You May Not Have Named
Some pain gets louder after the house goes quiet. You turn off the lamp. You put down your phone.
And the memory you managed all day climbs back into bed with you.
You are tired of carrying something you cannot seem to set down, but you may not even know exactly what to call it.
That matters.
Because sometimes healing begins when pain finally has a name.
The Five Deep Wounds is a framework from my book, You Will Smile Again (Even If You Can’t See How Yet), that names five places where deep hurt tends to settle and shows how God meets us in each one. Your story may touch more than one of them, but naming the wound can give you somewhere to begin.
Which one sounds most like what you are carrying?
Grief and loss. Someone or something you deeply loved is gone, and ordinary moments still carry the shape of what is missing.
Rejection and betrayal. Someone you trusted wounded you, and closeness now feels more dangerous than it used to.
Shame and unworthiness. The pain has turned inward, and somewhere along the way you began wondering whether you are the problem.
Disappointment and shattered expectations. What you prayed for, planned for, or counted on did not happen, and hope feels harder to risk now.
The hidden scars of trauma and fear. The moment may be over, but part of you is still bracing as though it could happen again.
Let’s look at them one at a time.
Grief and loss
Some losses leave an empty chair inside the day.
You reach for the phone before remembering who will not answer.
You walk into a room and feel the absence before you even think about it.
A date arrives on the calendar and suddenly the whole day feels different.
Grief and loss is the wound left when someone or something deeply loved is no longer within reach.
And grief can whisper something frightening:
Life will never feel full again.
When you are hurting this deeply, tomorrow can begin looking permanently smaller because someone important is missing from it.
But you do not have to pretend the loss mattered less than it did in order to bring it to God.
He can meet you right in the place grief has broken open.
For today: Do not try to solve the rest of your life.
Name what you miss most right now.
Then bring that one ache to God in plain words.
You do not have to carry tomorrow today.
Read more: Will I Ever Be Happy Again? An Honest Answer
Rejection and betrayal
After betrayal, trust starts to feel expensive.
Rejection and betrayal is the wound of being pushed away or deeply hurt by someone whose love or trust mattered to you.
Maybe it was a spouse.
A friend.
A family member.
Someone you respected.
Sometimes it happens inside a church.
You walk through the doors carrying something nobody else can see. The place where you once came for comfort now holds a memory you cannot leave in the parking lot.
You still want God.
You just do not know what to do with what happened there.
Rejection can turn somebody else’s choice into a question about your worth:
If they could discard me, maybe I was not worth keeping.
Do not let their decision answer that question for you.
What they did may tell you something about their character, their choices, or their brokenness.
It does not get to become your identity.
You can bring betrayal to God without cleaning up the story first. You do not have to call wrong things right, and healing never requires returning to someone or somewhere that remains unsafe.
For today: Separate the wound from your worth.
Write down one thing their choice said about them.
Then write one truth you refuse to let it say about you.
Read more: Hurt by the Church? You Haven’t Lost God · How to Find Your Joy Again After Betrayal
Shame and unworthiness
Shame can become a label sewn into the inside of your shirt.
Nobody else sees it.
You feel it against your skin all day.
Shame and unworthiness is the wound that turns pain inward until you begin to believe something is wrong with who you are.
It does not always shout.
Sometimes it hides behind one quiet sentence:
People would see me differently if they really knew.
You replay a failure.
A rejection.
A mistake.
Something you wish you could undo.
Eventually, the event starts feeling less like something that happened and more like your name.
That is what shame does.
It tries to make one chapter introduce the whole person.
But God comes looking for us in the very places we most want to hide.
You do not have to become less ashamed before you bring that part of your story to Him.
For today: Catch the sentence shame keeps repeating.
Write it down.
Then refuse to use it as your name.
Something may be part of your story without being the definition of you.
Disappointment and shattered expectations
After enough disappointment, you start bracing for the no before you have even finished praying.
You believed something would happen.
You counted on it.
Maybe you prayed with faith.
Maybe you did everything you knew to do.
And still, you ended up staring at an outcome you never prepared yourself to accept.
The door did not open.
The relationship did not survive.
The healing did not come when you expected it.
The answer was not the one you prayed for.
Disappointment and shattered expectations is the wound that forms when the life you counted on doesn’t become the life you’re living.
Disappointment can teach you that hope itself is dangerous.
Do not expect too much. It hurts less that way.
But a broken expectation does not mean every future hope will break the same way.
God meets us in the painful space between what we hoped would happen and what actually did.
And you can bring disappointment to Him without renaming it gratitude.
For today: Name the expectation that broke.
Tell God what you thought would happen.
Then ask Him for enough courage to face this day without requiring yourself to know how the whole story turns out.
The hidden scars of trauma and fear
Little by little, caution can begin making choices for you.
Something painful happened.
The moment ended.
But part of you still behaves as though danger may walk back through the door at any second.
The hidden scars of trauma and fear are what’s left when something painful keeps shaping how you respond long after the moment has passed.
A slammed door.
A certain smell.
A particular tone of voice.
Something small can bring an old moment rushing back before your mind has time to catch up.
Your body braces.
Your thoughts race.
And fear begins making predictions based on something that already happened.
Stay guarded.
Do not trust.
Do not risk.
Do not let that happen again.
Some caution is wisdom.
But fear can slowly make your world smaller without ever asking permission.
God is not waiting for you to become fearless before you come to Him.
Bring Him the fear as it is.
For today: The next time fear reaches for the wheel, notice it.
Pause.
Tell God what you are afraid will happen.
Then ask Him for help with the next step, not the next twenty.
Why these five?
Pain rarely arrives wearing one name.
Grief can open the door to fear.
Betrayal may leave shame behind.
Disappointment can make hope feel dangerous.
One wound can press against another until you no longer know which ache you are feeling.
That is why naming the wound matters.
It gives you a place to begin.
Your details are your own. Nobody else’s story will be exactly like yours.
But you may recognize yourself in more than one of these five places.
And God meets people in every one of them.
Frequently asked questions
Why does church hurt feel worse than other hurt?
Church hurt can cut especially deep because the pain happened in a place where you came looking for God, safety, and belonging. The same room that once comforted you may now hold a painful memory.
What happened there was real, and it matters. But the people who hurt you do not get to decide what happens next between you and God.
Will I ever be happy again after loss?
Yes, I believe joy can return, even when you cannot imagine what that would feel like today. Grief can make tomorrow seem permanently smaller because someone or something deeply loved is missing from it.
Psalm 34:18 says, “The LORD is nigh unto them that are of a broken heart; and saveth such as be of a contrite spirit.”
You do not have to force tomorrow’s smile today. Let God meet you in today’s grief.
Why didn’t God answer my prayer?
Sometimes the answer you wanted does not come. And that disappointment is real. You do not have to pretend it did not hurt or dress the outcome in religious language before you talk to God about it.
Tell Him what you hoped for. Tell Him what you do not understand.
An unanswered prayer is not a command to stop praying. Keep the conversation open.
How do I stop feeling ashamed?
Start by noticing the sentence shame keeps repeating. Then say that sentence honestly to God.
Shame wants one painful piece of your story to become your whole identity. It does not deserve that authority. Bring what you are hiding into prayer and begin separating what happened from who you are.
Why am I still afraid after something painful happened?
Fear can linger after a painful moment has passed, especially when something reminds you of what happened. That does not mean your faith has failed.
Tell God what you are afraid of and focus on the next faithful step rather than trying to conquer every fear at once.
If fear is shaping most of your days, reaching out to a trusted counselor or doctor can be a wise and faithful choice.
You Will Smile Again
If you recognized yourself somewhere on this page, that may be your place to begin.
You Will Smile Again (Even If You Can’t See How Yet) goes deeper into these wounds and the ways we can begin moving toward joy again.
It brings together Scripture, practical steps for healing, and daily habits of renewal, and it closes with a 30-day devotional guide.
You do not have to know how everything gets better before you take the next step. Sometimes the first step is simply naming what hurts.t brings together Scripture, practical steps for healing, and daily habits of renewal
A passage from the book
Chapter 2: Common Traps in Suffering, pp. 40–41
There are some simple, but not easy, first steps you can take to begin moving out of these traps.
First, name the trap. Ask God to show you which pattern is strongest in your life right now. Are you mostly denying and suppressing your pain? Are you living in anger and blame? Are you stuck in self-pity and isolation? You may see traces of all three, but usually one will stand out. You might even write it down: “Right now, my tendency is to . . .” Naming the trap breaks some of its power. What stays vague stays powerful. What becomes clear can be addressed. We’ll circle back to what you write here in later chapters.
Second, confess it to God. Confession isn’t about beating yourself up. It’s about agreeing with God that this pattern is not His best for you. You might pray something like, “Lord, I see that I’ve been pretending I’m fine when I’m not,” or “Lord, I admit that I’ve been holding on to anger,” or “Lord, I confess that I’ve withdrawn into self-pity.” Bring the pattern into the light of God’s presence.
Third, invite God into the pain underneath the pattern. Denial, anger, and self-pity aren’t random behaviors. They’re responses to real wounds. Ask the Holy Spirit to show you what hurt you’re trying to avoid, control, or protect. You don’t need to uncover everything at once. Healing is often layer by layer. But even saying, “Lord, I’m willing to see what You want to show me,” opens a door.
Fourth, take one small step toward health. For someone stuck in denial, that step might be to tell one trusted person, “I’m not okay.” For someone stuck in anger, it might be to write out your complaints before God in a journal and then ask Him to help you forgive. For someone stuck in self-pity and isolation, it might be to accept a coffee invitation, attend a small group, or send a message asking for prayer.
Finally, be patient with the process. These traps are often years in the making. You won’t dismantle them in a day. But every honest prayer, every brave conversation, every moment of choosing truth over lies is a step toward freedom. God is far more patient with your progress than you are. And we’re going to keep walking this out together in the chapters ahead.
“Nielsen’s advice is welcoming, encouraging, and honest, challenging readers to unpack their own painful life experiences before true healing can begin.”
BookLife Reviews, by Publishers Weekly
"You are not crazy. You are not faithless. You are wounded. And you are seen."
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Title: You Will Smile Again
Subtitle: How God Restores Joy After Deep Pain and Heartbreak
Author: Rodney D. Nielsen
Publisher: Overcomer Press
Release date: Tuesday, October 20, 2026
Page count: Approximately 216
Categories: Christian Living · Death and Grief · Forgiveness and Mercy
Includes: A thirty-day devotional guide
Paperback: ISBN 979-8-9966938-0-1
Hardcover: ISBN 979-8-9966938-1-8
eBook: ISBN 979-8-9966938-2-5
Audiobook: ISBN 979-8-9966938-3-2, releasing early November 2026
About Rodney D. Nielsen
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Rodney D. Nielsen is a pastor with more than three decades of experience sitting with hurting people through late-night phone calls, hospital beds, gravesides, living rooms and altars. He is the author of You Will Smile Again and speaks on grief, church hurt, forgiveness and finding joy again after loss.
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